Saturday, March 28, 2009
Almost lost my life last night. Was out with my army friend till late and was damn tired. Didn't sleep for a little more than 2 days. Was driving. Do the math.
Should have stopped and had a drink or something before continuing. But the crappy late night radio had a part in it too. I'm just glad I live to tell this tale. However, I can't help but think that God put me through it...he also helped me out of it of course. If not, I wouldn't be here. Anyway, I thought that God wanted me to go through this because he wanted me to see something. Something I wouldn't have seen if not for this close encounter. Now I know what they meant when they said that "life will flash pass your eyes" before you're about to die!
It's kind of scary if you think about it.
I saw quite a few things. Moments of life from my past, feelings of longing and a little regret from the present. I'm really astonished and impressed by how much one could see in that short span of a few milliseconds. The visions I saw just made me more confused about what I want. But not to worry, as I have thought about it and have answered some of my own questions. My life's goal cannot be more clearer too.
But all these said, I have also figured out my intended path I wish to tread and I can honestly say that I don't like it one bit. Except the ending. Well, not the ending..ending. But the ending part that's not too close to the ending??? Get it? Haha. Don't expect you to.
In camp doing duty now. Slept through most of it...so yeah...guess it's gonna finish quicker than I expected! For those who have PSPs, you should go play Patapon 2. Helps pass time fast and improves your rhythmic beat. Oh yeah...girls might find the characters in this game really cute...
I love my guitar 8:15 pm♥
Friday, March 27, 2009
It's been a long time since I wrote here. Been rather busy with Army and church. I never thought my new CSM and OC can come up with so many shit for us. But I'm not fretting one bit. Cuz when I look all around me, I realised that I wasn't in this alone or by myself. All of my friends were! Some of the screwed up shit turned out to be quite ok too! I think it's all about the company.
Like if you're doing anything with someone boring or fucked-up, no matter what you'll be doing, you'd be soo screwed. But if you're doing it with someone damn out-going and naturally funny, no matter how sian or ridiculously dumb the thing you have to do is, things will still be bearable! No wonder why even though I kena so many totally crapped up shit this past week, I could still bare with it. Sigh. Just 2 and a half more months...this past week took damn long to past lah!
I love my guitar 2:09 pm♥
Sunday, March 08, 2009
My army term is going to end soon. To some it may seem a long time still. But to other's like myself, it's soon enough.
I love my guitar 9:23 pm♥
